| shut the fuck up |
[Feb. 2nd, 2010|01:35 pm] |
SHOVE THIS: i resume school in 19 April 2010.
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| Wafffflesssss!! |
[Feb. 2nd, 2010|11:03 am] |
I was on the way back from buying chocolate cheese waffles and after I crossed the road a car stopped by me and the window was wheeled down. While I was walking forward I heard a voice speaking to me from inside the car so I turned to it. "Can I give you a lift?" the man offered. Shocked, I anwered "Sorry? I don't quite get you?". "Do you want a lift? I can just drop you anywhere nearby..". "It's ok, I'm just going nearby." I lied. It won't be far, I would just like to get to know you better..". Sensing that it may be of awrong intention, I insisted to not take the offer. I mean he's old! Chinese man somemore. What do you think I am? Pick up?
But what's worse? To have 12 year olds checking you out or 50 year olds asking if it's possible to get to know you better? |
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| if we can't be lovers again |
[Jan. 25th, 2010|12:19 pm] |
i've decided not to put my blog private cause i realise i actually have nothing to hide! hahaha. and i read my archives and yeah, wow. and i just discovered something. i am quite disgusted with her. you don't know how it feels so don't call me a flirt. i don't think i need to even flirt to make someone fall for me at all. i'm just a box filled with wonderful surprises and if you're jealous then cheers to that. i mean come on, i never sweet talked to anyone even before we got serious. you of all people should know! eh takpe la, da biase la orang misjudge aku. but i know you've been missing out a lot so one tip, don't miss this one.
last night i couldn't sleep. i guess cause i weedled to the extent that i wasn't at all satisfied. i was barely even touching 4:20. and then i was half asleep and i don't know what happened to my mind, i start having flashbacks from childhood and all that. i refused to sleep because A G A I N i thought i'm about to die in my sleep. i got so scared but i kept falling asleep cause i'm so tired. i fidget and all i got mad. i didn't even want Luq to hug or even touch me. i have no idea why i feel so angry. then lastly he told me to sleep on his chest and i felt safe for the first time. i slept to the beats of his heart and the next think i knew, i'm still alive.
And bubblewrap application at iphone is A W E S O M E! hahahahaha! |
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| i am just being sincere |
[Jan. 24th, 2010|11:41 am] |
dear mom,
whatever i'm about to do, it's not your fault. i take full responsibility of my sins. i know this is not the way to love you and make you proud after your death but i'm doing it cause it makes me feel better.
dear god,
help guide me through my toughest time but whatever choices i make, do not, i beg you. do not blame my mother or father. i love them to bits. but for now, the only way i can make them proud is through my success in life. not the sub choices i make to my body, mind and soul. thank you, i love you.
dear dad,
please don't die lonely, wait for me.
dear the rest of my family,
egfoequilhdiwJ;EdihgioegkwesdWJRuhuhiskje.
dear emails,
please be worth the while.
dear hair,
eh cepat la grow! nak curl kau ni! later can flick flick bila joget hahahaha! chey~
xxxxx. |
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