All thanks to ♥Luq♥, from now on i will smell of wild Berries, mandarins, honeysuckle, gardenia, jasmine, amber, caramel, vanilla, sandalwood, praline. Style: Tantalizing. Teasing. Tempting. (reference: http://www.sephora.com/browse/product.jhtml?id=P219412&categoryId=C15620#0).

Thanks baby :-* Mwah! Next week would be yet another shopping week. I still have yet to get Ath's Porter Sling and i'm contemplating what to get for Luq. And for myself? I'm still waiting for Marc by Marc Jacobs Spring/Summer 2010 collection. I've already restocked my make up needs and Zara Leather Jacket was what i've always wanted. I don't need anything else, except i'm getting a new phone, iPhone! So i'll be changing my number. Again? I know! I told Dad already that i need a new phone. Hopefully he remembers else i'm gonna get very very very fed up with low memory for text messages. It's sad cause i really do wanna save nice texts from Luq.

And oh i do need more tops but all that can wait cause it's not really important. What's very very very important is that i meet my girls and Luqman. Have been neglecting family quite recently but well, it's almost the same everyday. It's not like me being home will make them talk to me more anyway. No difference will make even if i don't come home. I can't wait for school cause i've got so much determination right now and i don't wanna waste it on waiting. I can't wait for my next pay cause i've been a good girl and i've been working more than last month. So i hope it paid off. My debts with my brother is almost ending and well hello carefree life!

hahaha i'm so lazy to upload. more later okay :)

i've been so so so so sooooo busy with work but i'm liking it. finally, i've gone through putting matters behind and well, get as much as i could with this opportunity. what are advantages for anyway? besides, Luqman has been making me happy and that what matters most. especially the part when he waits to have dinner with me which was after work. that was very thoughtful ^_^ it made me giggle like a small girl. giggled time to time at work, in bus rides, during break and blahhhhhh anytime! and yeah, i finally felt complete. i finally found an identity i wanna live with. i finally know what i want and i finally believe that i can.

and well, i shall upload pictures after work today.

:)